Saturday, 65 mins phonecall, tears, blank....
Eventually, I decided to call off, though don't know its right or wrong. Time will tell.
What's difficult is not the actual "break up", but the huge, huge, huge blank left afterwards. By the age of 29, I m single again. Should I feel released? or sad about myself.
Monday, sitting in the office, trying hard to act normal.
Everything will be all right, one day...
